Monday, May 30, 2005
^_^...Hahax...>.<...O.O
O.O ...
=P ...
My eyes bigger than uu ...
Wahahaha ...
Lolx ...
K ...
Let mie get on wit wad ii gonna say le ...
Aiyox ...
Forget itx nahx ...
I oreadi saidd treat tat i am toking rubbish le mah ...
Dun tek it to heart ...
Sorry too ...
But i jus haf tat kinda of feeling ...
Probablyy ish becoz moii tink too muchh le bahx ...
Kekex ...
Under stress ....
Haix ...
Holiday can't even forget all abt studies ...
But still nid to study and study ...
Crazy moii ...
Wad am i toking abt ...
Lolz ...
I oso noe tat uu nid go backk temple ...
Ish bi bu de yi de ...
I also understand ....
But oso dunno y i haf tat kinda of feeling ...
Tat we are really far apart lorx ...
Even uu feel tat too ...
Dotx ...
>.<" ...
Perhaps ...
Tis relationship ...
Does not seem to be as strong as it seems to b ...
But is out love tat kip tis relationship going ...
Yupx ...
Can't deny tat too ...
If it ish a strong relationship ...
Perhaps ...
We won't brk in the first place ...
Now think backk ...
Haix ...
*Tears dripping* ...
Suan le ...
Dun wan tok abt the past le ...
Sometimes ...
I feel tat ish realli jus a matter of words ...
Perhaps last time ii really dunno how to put in words ...
By telling uu how i realli feel ...
Can oso say if moii de fault ...
Haix ..
='( ...
Suan liaox ...
All tis pass le ...
And cherish each and every moment now ...
Perhaps ...
I mean perhaps ....
We are realli not meant to b ....
Erm ...
Or maybe we won't end up being together ...
In future .
Wadever it is ....
Let's cherish now ....
Sorry if moii de words is a bit too harsh ...
Sorry but i didn't mean it ...
But jus saying out how ii realli feel all along ...
We noe each other gt 3 yrs le ....
Tink so larx ?
More or less ard there ...
Yupx ...
Hmmx ...
Don't tek moii de words too seriously ...
Sorry if i said anitin tat hurt uu ...
If we hold on together ...
We both noe ...
The relationship will ...
Go on and on de ....
=)) ....
Dui bu qi ....
If ii realli type anitin tat make uu feel unhappie de ...
Sry sry ...
I didn't mean it ....
Mie endd here le ...
Big blurr ...
Love and miss uu too ...
=P ...
Let hold hand till the world endds ...
Hehex ...
Lastly ...
Dun tek moii de words too seriously ...
I noe some i sayy till too harsh le ...
Qin ni yuan liang ...
I am sry abt tat ..
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 6:50 PM
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
SoRrY
erm i also have that kind of feeling nah
but i hope we can change that kind of
feeling to another kind of feeling
but this few day i think i am going to find a
job so may be still the same but as long as we
know each other is think about each other i think
we can go until the end and today just not happy
with my brother and sister then now like all face
black black de hope i still can use the com haizz
dun know how to say haizzz
then tml me going out at night to the temple
there eat then dun know what time will reach home
and hope u sleep early some time no need to worry
about me hehe because i grow up le know how to think le hehe
and i also know there is u who live in my heart hehe dun worry
i will not let last time de thing happan again de as long as our heart is
think about each other how far we r we still will be togather de dun
worry hehe belive in me wor
me will try to find time to aacompany u de hehe if not i also know
u will worry and feel that we r very far apart like that
some time when i say sorry that nv aacompany u and u will say nvm
but i know u r feeling very sad and i also can understand abit de so
i will try my best to make u happy de hehe so that u will not feel that way
hehe me write until here le wor
takecare and sorry that make u feel that way and also sorry that nv aacompany u
xiao ke ai wo ai ni
love u and miss u
u will alway be my xiao ke ai
From: nanxing ( love xiao ke ai 4ever and ever until the world die )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 11:03 PM
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3 WeekS lE ... =P ... 22 DaYzZ ...
Actually suppose to type tis post yesterdayy de ...
But then ...
Yesterdayy was busy wit moii de dnt folio ...
Actually now still doing nahx ...
But ....
I wanna type tis first ...
Before i continue lorx ...
Hehe ...
Fast worx ....
Yesterdayy ish our 3rd week since we patch le ...
22 Days ...
Including todayy norxx .....
Actually tis week nth muchh happen ...
Cuz ....
We didn't chat muchh too ...
Uu busyy wit ur stuff ....
And i busy wit moii de stuff ....
So ...
This one whole week ....
Nth muchh happen nahx ...
Feng ping lang jing ....
However ...
I dun lyk tis kinda of feeling norx ....
Erm ...
Dunno how to sayy larx ...
But then ....
Was lyk ....
We difted away frm eachh other ...
This whole week ...
Hor ? ...
Maybe i tink too muchh bahx ....
Suddenly ...
Having a kinda of feeling ....
Tt make mie bery insecure wit tis relationshipp ...
Dunno y ....
Kekex ...
Jus treat tat i am toking rubbish larx ...
Hope tat tis week won't be the same as last week litta le ....
Juz hope at least spend more time chatting together bahx ...
Horx ? ....
Haiz ='( ....
Things are hardd .......
But let's make it possible ....
And jus lyk uu saidd todayy ...
If we both hold handdss together ....
We cann solve any problem in front of us de ...
K larx ...
I nid go backk andd do moii de folio liaox ....
Bigg blurr ....
Love and miss uU ....
We will walk all the way ...
Till the end of the world de ...
K? ....
End here le worx ....
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 4:38 PM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
Aiyo..Dun Need Say Thanks Nahz =P
Well ....
Sianx ....
Jus came backk frm schh ...
Cuz get report bk mahx ....
Haiz ...
This ii at my blog denn type larx ...
K ...
I shall get on wit wad i wanna say le ...
Hmmx ....
Dun nid sayy thankx for my understanding ....
Understandd uu nid go backk the temple ...
To help up things over there ....
So ..
No tym pei wo chat mahx .....
Haiz ....
Suan le larx ....
It's okiex ....
After all the things uu are busy wit de ....
Denn we sit down slowly chat norx ....
But then ....
Haix ....
'N' level coming soon ....
And then my result ....
Zzz ...
Can go bang wall those kinda ....
Didn't even manage to get 10 points ...
So useless ....
Haix ....
='( ....
Uu also arhx ....
Results drop le ....
Must study noe anot ? ...
Hmmx ....
Well ...
Dun wan nag uu le ....
Cuz i oso dun lyk nagging ....
Then also ....
Jus nw oreadi hear so muchh de nagging ...
Frm moii de mum le ...
Haiz ....
='( .....
Yesterdayy ...
So late denn reach home worx ....
Haiiyoo ....
Hmmx ...
I am not as gd as wad uu tink ....
When the relationship ish gd ...
Of course everyting seems perfect in our eyes ...
However ...
The fact is not ....
I jus wanna sayy ....
We went thru so muchh ....
I realli hope this time ...
This relationship will last as long as it cann ...
And nv haf an ending ....
And i believe we cann de ....
However ...
If ever ....
There is a day ...
Uu wanna leave mie ...
Tell mie straight ....
And i will go ....
Kekez ...
Y am i toking abt all this things ...
Haix ....
Stupidd mie ....
Zzz ....
Hmmx ...
I where have understand uu so much .. ?
Erhs ...
Dotxx ...
Hahax ...
As for eat arhx ....
Hmmx ....
This question a bit hard to answer leix ...
=P ...
Uu should get wad i meanx ....
Hehex .....
But uu must rmb to tek ur meals ok ? ...
Big blurr ....
=P ...
Ai ni 1314 too ....
=P ....
Hehex ...
Our promise of forever love ....
^_^ ("v") >.< ....
Tong hua hui cheng zhen de ....
Ai ni yong yuan ...
I endd here for todayy ...
Must tek care of urself okie ? ...
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:00 PM
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Thank
Thkx for the understanding hehe
now is about 1.15am le hehe me just reach home
i taken my lunch and dinner le hehe
this few day really kind of busy so no time to online haha
but lucky i have u hehe
can understand me so much so that i can no need worry so much
and because of u
i can live in this world happly and with hope hehe
that make my life colourful hehe
u also dun forget to eat wor hehe
hope u will not tell me that u will see first or dunnoe k hehe
must takecare wor miss and love u to the end of the world
xiao ke ai wo ai ni 1314
forever love hehe
From: nanxing ( live long to love xiao ke ai more and more )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 1:11 AM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Dun Worry .... =))
Sha gua .....
Is okie larx ...
Dun nid sayy sorry ....
=P ....
I understandd ....
Need go back temple help mahx ...
Nvm larx ...
As for the question uu ans horx ...
Erhs ...
The previous entry ...
I jus type tt for fun de onli ....
kekex ....
Nvm then ....
Since uu go and answer it ....
Hehex ...
=P ....
I believe uu jiu shi le ...
Tt we cann last de ....
No worry ....
Hehex ....
=P .....
I will haf a early nite de ....
I will try to ....
Hahax ...
=P ....
Uu denn nid go rest early k ?...
Thou i sms u ....
But uu everytime will come hme tt time ....
Then will c de ....
Which ish ardd 12 plus ...
Midnight le ....
Uu mus rmb go eat oso ....
Breakfast ...
Lunch ...
And ....
Dinner worx .....
Remember k? ....
Dun smoke too muchh oso ....
Kekex ...
I am starting my nagging once againx ...
DotXx ...
=.=" ....
Nxt week cann chatt le worx ...
Hehex ...
Get on wit wadever uu are busy wit ...
Don't worry abt mie ....
I b jus fine de ....
Lastly ...
I am repeating wad i am saying againx ...
Kekex ...
=P ....
Rmb to tek ur meals worx ....
Love andd miss youx too ....
=P ....
Dear / bigg blurr ...
Tek care .....
>.<" ....
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:34 PM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
SoRrY
sorry about this few day
sorry that i nv accompany u for this few day because i need to go
back temple to help many many thing then about this week finish
then i am free sorry about that hop u can understand about the
question u ask in the blog i can answer u without thinking and with
out a stop , i can sure that we can last forever and nv end k belive me
have a early sleep when i was not a round k
and i say this for this few day hehe
remember to take your lunch , dinner wor dun say see first wor hehe
and also miss u and love u
muack muack
takecare wor
From : Nanxing forever will come ture this time
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 11:25 PM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
I Love You !!!
Will we last?
Forever? will we?
I want an answer
I know it's impossible
Cause forever
Is nothing but a 7-letter word
but i really want an eternity
Why cant we have eternity?
Why?
I dont want an ending
Even if we are suffering now
I still dont want an end
An end means losing you
And i don wanna lose you, baby
I remember the times
When you promised me
Our story would have a happy ending
Cause our love never ends...
Even after we die
But boy,
They were nothing
Nothing but empty promises
They broke my heart
I wanted revenge
But why couldnt i do the same to you?
Someone then told me
" Girl, its love. cause you love him."
Then i asked why you didnt feel a thing when breaking my
Heart
And she said
" Cause love wasn't there"
Boy
I want you to know
Our memories last
And i hope
My love for you lasts as long as those memories
But...
What if i love you forever?
Only misery will befall
Boy
I just want you to know...
No matter how long...
How far away...
Even when i die...
You die..
I hope this love never ends..
Aishiteru
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 6:15 PM
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Friday, May 20, 2005
Dui Bu Qi ... ='( ~ Our Two Weeks ...
Erm ...
Well ...
Tis entry should be postedd tml de ...
But ii am goingg out tml ...
So i am typing tis entry todayy ...
Two weeks le ...
Tis ish how times flies ...
A glance ...
And everything has past jus litta le ...
Tis whole of two weeks ...
Mani tings happen ...
But ....
That bring us closer to eachh otherr ...
Eachh single dayy ...
Hor ? ...
I suppose larx .....
Well ....
Was quite shockedd to c ur entry ...
I mean yesterdayy uu type de ...
Dunn nid sayy sorry that uu nv accompanyy mie ...
Yesterdayy ....
And sendd mie onli a few smses ...
But all this smses ish gd enuff ...
To kip moii de dayys filledd wit laughter le ...
Realli ...
I dunno wad family prob uu are facing nw ...
Askk uu le ...
Uu saidd uu dun wanna sayy ...
Well ...
That's fine wit mie ...
I dun wann askk too muchh also ...
But rmb ....
Whenn uu nidd someone ....
To helpp uu slove ....
Anytime oso cann tell mie ...
I will be listening ...
And c wadd ii cann helpp ...
Bigg blurr ...
Uu saidd to studdyy hardd for 'N' level de ...
Uu also mus mahx ...
Haix ='( ....
Mus learn to b guai a bit ....
Tis yr no more playy le ...
Ish serious work le ...
'N' level ....
Mus studyy hardd andd gett gd results ...
But thenn uu now dun wann go for mathh lesson ...
Aiyox ...
Litta how can nehx ? ...
Haiz ='( ...
Worry for uu ....
Mathh ...
If gt anitin dunno de ...
Let mie noe lorx ...
I see i noe anotx .....
Cuz my math not tt gdd also ...
Onli cannn help abit bit ....
Or call ur sis helpp uu ....
K ? ....
Mus be more guaii abitt ...
Go for lessonn ...
And listen to wat teacher want to sayy ....
I noe bery difficult ...
But try k ? ...
I dun wanna force uu to do anitin ....
But all tis realli for ur own gd ....
Zhi dao ma ? ...
Mr lee ish ur math teacher after all ...
Mus haf respect ....
I noe uu saidd uu not gonna sayy sorry to him ...
But ...
He ish a teachher ...
Mus at least gif him some face k ? ...
Self-study also not sayy not gd ...
Aiya ...
Uu jus rmb to work hardd kz ...
I will too ....
It's okie tt sometimes uu haf no tym to accompany mie ...
Realli ...
Uu saidd before ...
No matter ...
How sick i am going to get ...
Next time i mean ...
Uu will not leave mie de ...
Now in turn ....
How can i leave uu alone ? ...
Uu dun sha larx ....
I won't de lorx ...
Unless uu tell mie ...
Uu dun wanna mie animore le ...
Then i will haf no choice ...
But to leave ...
I am not that kinda of person oso ...
Zhi dao mahx ?
Sorry for my attitude last nite ....
Sorry ....
I didn't noe uu are facing so mani probs ...
And yet i dui ni litta ...
I am such a useless GF ...
Haiz ='( ...
Two weeks le ...
And we went thrux so muchx ...
I believe tis will last ....
Tong hua hui chen zhen ....
Rmb k ?
Study hardd for 'N' level ...
Sorry for my unreasonable attitude ...
Tt hurtt uu ...
I am realli sorry ...
I am so nagging erhx ? ...
Dear ....
Hmmx ? ...
Soundd weirdd callingg uu tat ...
=.=" ...
Nvm ...
Our two weeks ...
Will last forever de ritew ? ...
K larx ...
Mie endd my naggingg here le ...
Love and miss uu dearx ....
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:13 PM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
Sorry
erm sorry i today nv accompany u only send u some sms because i think this few say i will be very busy because my family meet some problem. erm me from tml on ward no need go for math lesson le because me skip too much then teacher not happy then he( Mr Lee ) ask me want to study for his lesson anot then i say i dun want then now i have to study myself le because tml on ward every time math lesson i will need to go to office there to site then after math lesson i can go back class study then now i have to work *2 harder then before because me is study by myself i ourself teach ourself then have to do *2 work so sorry i have no time to accompany u then i still need to solve my family problem erm hope u dun tell any one and i will also act like nomal erm sorry about this to make u feel lonely again. i know u now not happy but sorry i have to solve all this problem hope u can understand this and if u scare alone u can tell me sorry then i will go.
SORRY for all this
From: nanxing ( now in big problem)
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 11:04 PM
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Sorry ... My Fault Again ='(
Well actually tis post should be postedd yesterdayy de ...
But ....
I was busy wif sum stuff ....
So ....
I am writing the post todayy norx ...
=P ....
Well ....
Yesterdayy, i was realli crazy le lohx ...
Erm ...
Mus be wondering how come i nv sms uu yesterdayy afternoon ....
Well ....
Reason bery de simple ....
I was realli tinking thru everyting .....
I also haf tell uu the reason y le ....
Hmmz ...
Yesterdayy, uu online ....
Denn i askk uu a question ....
That ish, wad if i sayy breakk nw ? ...
Hmmz .....
Denn uu tell mie ....
If i gif uu a valid reason .....
And uu askk mie yy suddenly i haf tis intention of a brk-up ...
Tok tok tok ....
In the endd ...
I still tell uu i was joking after all ...
Jus sayying tt for fun onli lohx ...
Uu offline le ....
Sms tellingg uu sorry ....
Cuz i realli couldn't bear it ....
Tt ish to brk ....
I can't ....
Denn in the endd ....
Toldd uu the wholee thing norx .....
Everyting was slove .....
It was a misunderstanding after all ....
But ...
I jus wanna sayy sumtin to uu .....
I am sorry for not trusting uu in the first place ...
And being the silly part of mie ...
I askk for a brkk up ...
But lucky ....
We didn't ...
We managedd to slove this misunderstanding .....
I am realli bery de sorry abt itx .....
Uu noe i didn't mean it de ......
I still wanna to believe that tong hua ....
Would be a reality between both of us .....
Realli sorry ....
I admit i am kind of sensitive abt tis .....
Sometime, even fa pi qi ....
I am sorry ....
But after all ....
We manage to slove it .....
And now ....
This relationshipp ish much much more better ....
As compare to last time norx ....
Last tym ...
Me and you ...
Whenever we haf probs ....
We will kip inside our hearts ....
And not sharing it wit one another ....
But tis time round ....
Tis realli change le .....
We share our problem ....
Joy and sadness together ....
We would continue tis de ritew ....
Jus wanna be honest to one another ....
Nth to hide about de .....
Yupx ...
Tong hua zai bu yuan de di fang ....
Deng dai zhe wo men ....
Wo men yi ding neng rang tong hua chen zhen ...
Believe that we would make it to tt point .....
Realli sorry abt yesterdayy ....
I know uu seem okie ...
But to mie ...
Uu sound not okie at all ....
Plz forgive mie .... ='(
Jus to sayy ...
I am realli sorry ....
Bigg Blurr ...
I love and miss you too ....
Yong yuan de ai qing ....
And nv sayy goodbye to eachh other ....
I write bery long le nehx ...
So i will endd here tis time ....
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 2:18 PM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
The feeling that can't hide
Both the feeling about this love hehe
After this 1 week de wind wind rain rain
we have know each other more le hehe
that makes the tong hua come ture more easily
both of our dream is hope that tong hua will come ture hehe
xiao ke ai ah must remember wor if u do any thing wrong no
need keep on say sorry to me de hehe i can understand y u not happy de hehe
Some time i make u not happy
i want to say sorry for all i hurt u hehe
and i know that the pass before we start from this week de
i have a ready hurt u alot alot and alot so i hope this time
i can stop all this and give u a happy life
i will try my best to change every problem to happyness i belive we both is
together we can do it hehe
I know that u very worry about tml but i hope u can give yourself some
rest and not to worry about tml wor every will be fine just like what i like
to say dun worry be happy and happy alway ^_^ hehe if u can done this
then there will not have any problem about your life le hehe
I think i also write a lot le haha
k me write until here le hehe
Tong Hua Will Come Ture hehe
Xiao Ke Ai I LOVE U and MISS U!!!!!
by : nanxing ( big blurr ) ^_^
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 10:30 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
1 Week Le~ Time Flies =P
Well ...
Erm ...
This whole of one week ...
Realli mani tings happen worx ....
Denn i am lyk kip on fa pi qi oso .......
Make Uu worry .....
Dui bu qi .....
Really sorry about itz .....
Hmmx ...
Can c that although ii lyk to fa pi qi larx ...
I admit itx lohx ....
Cuz i am really unreasonable at times ...
Haiz ='( ...
Plz forgive mie .....
Erhs ....
But then our quarrel ends bery fastt ....
>.<" ...
Uu lohx ....
Always not ur fault also come and sayy sorry to mie ....
Tis make mie wanna sayy lotsa of sorry to youx ...
Wan fen de qian yi ....
Kekex ...
But horx ...
After all the fa pi qi stuff ...
Can c tt we all relationshipp more close liaox le worx ...
That ish one thing i notice after each quarrel lohx ..
Actually oso cannot count as quarrel larx ...
Hor ? ...
=P ...
Nvm anything will do ....
1 week le worx ...
So fast ...
Ermx ...
We can believe in tong hua ...
Kekex ...
=P ...
Yesterdayy kip hear uu sayy tis sentence de ....
=P ...
Bigg blurr hao sha worx ...
=P ....
We sure can believe in tong hua de norx ...
=P ....
We mus work for itx ...
=P ....
Well ...
Can sayy we two bery sensitive about eachh other de feeling ...
Hahax ...
Always i not happie ...
Uu cann sense itx ....
Uu not happie ...
I cann sense itx ....
Although nv even show outx ....
That ish wadd we share in common ...
Sense thatt another party ish not happie currentlyx ...
Yesterdayy online chat till uu wanna go play badminton le ...
Ask mie go eat ...
I saidd no ...
>.<" ...
Mie you fa shen jin liaox le .....
Denn not longg msg mie ...
Saying that youu noe tt i am not feeling happie ....
=) ....
This sms really make mie happy ...
Cuz uu at least care ...
=P ...
Actually oso nv not happie nahx ...
Jus tt dun wanna uu smoke too muchh ...
Tt y lohx ...
Explain tings thrux .....
We backk to normal againx ...
Hahax ....
Kinda funnie of us de ...
But gan qing jia shen ...
That the best part .....
=P ....
Thenn as uu saidd this blogg all abt sorry here ....
And sorry there de ....
Hahas ...
Nvm larx ....
At least let out ur feelings ....
Denn we cann understand eachh other more mahx ...
Or else ...
Sumtime oso dun even wanna sayy in front of each other ...
Denn we cann nv ever understand ....
Exactly how eachh other feel abt this relationship de ...
Am i right?
K liaox le ....
I write de always bery bery longg ...
Can make ppl slp those kinda de ....
So horr i endd here le larx .....
Lastly, i jus wanna sayy ...
Sorry for everyting i hurt uu de ....
Thankx uu for forgiving mie eachh timex ....
Sorry worxx ...
I didn't mean it de ....
Tong hua hui cheng zhen ...
=P ....
Keep on loving youu till ii die ...
=P...
Familiar ?
Cuz ish uu last nite tell mie de ...
Now i tell uu backk ....
I will also keep on loving youu till i die too ...
=P ....
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 8:51 AM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
sorry
sorry
erm sorry about some time i say nth
but i really mean nth plz belive me
About love part 2
In this world there are many word but all kind of word have many kind of meanning.
In this world there are many lover but do they really know what they can give to their love ones mah or do they really know what their love ones need mah and do they really understand their love ones mah.
To the answer for the question is :
u can no need to think of what u can give to your love ones
u can also no need to know what your love ones need
u can also no need to understand your love ones
u just have to take your time and all u need is time , time can give them every things they need.
Posted By:
-=- .NaNxInG. -=-
^_^
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@ 7:27 PM
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Haiz~ Dun Worry Kz ='(
Well dunno why suddenly feel lyk typing a entry ...
Erm .. well last nite kinda .....
Haiz ....
I am sorry .......
I can sense that uu are rather not happie yesterdayy nite ...
Sms uu gd nite msg denn uu no replyy ....
Saddenn ..... ='( ....
So decided to sms again loh ....
Denn uu repliedd .....
Denn askk uu how come no respondd frmm uu de ... ?
Denn uu sayy tot ii wanna slp so dun wanna distrubb mie ...
Well ... i sense something not ritew liaox .... ='(
So sms awhile ... denn askk uu wanna tok on phone anotx ...
Denn uu tell miee ... but uu dunno wat to tok abtt ....
Saddening case .... ='(
Cuz uu can't slp oso ... afternoon slpp so lonng ...
>.<" ....
Actually wanna tok wit uu on the phone since uu can't slp ...
Denn no com use oso ...
Denn uu also nth to do mahx ...
Except listen to song niax ...
So ii decidedd to askk uu wanna chatt on phone anot ..
Rather than litta sms lohx ....
Denn yet uu gave mie tis kinda of respondd ...
Haiz ='( ...
Stuff moiiself in bedd and criedd and try to get to slpp ....
Little did i noe tt uu sms bacckk askingg if ii slp le mahx ...
Sorry abt itz ....
Morning wakee up tt time denn saww ur sms ....
Sorry againx ....
Saw uu online ...
But was away slping norx ......
Denn msg uu in msn sayingg sryy abt yesterdayy nitexx ...
Uu finally wake up le ...
Reply mie le ....
He still sound normal ....
But to mie ...
Somehow gt a bery bery strong de feeling telling mie ....
He ish not happie ....
I nv askk him .....
Starting ...
Kinda coldd in toking wit himm ...
Dunno y ...
Denn he tot i was angry wit him le .....
Tell mie dunn angry le ...
>.<" ....
Denn i huh loh ...?
Cuz i wasn't angry wit him at all mahx .....
Jus feel tt he weird weird de .....
Never realli go question him ....
Denn he suddenly tell mie dat he ish ok nahx ....
Perhaps of moii de nickk bahzz ....
I mean msn de ....
Erhs ....denn he toldd moii wad happenn ....
Denn i realise ....
I was kind of neglect him last nite ...
Cuz even thou i sense he not alright ....
And yet ...
I didn't go and care ...
Really bery sorry .....
Hao si bai de GF ...
Haiz ='( .....
Erm ..
I jus wanna sayy ....
No matter wad ting happen ....
Remember i be near de k? ...
Have trust and faith in mie ....
As for wat ur frendd askk uu abt last nite ...
I noe everythingg ....
I noe perhaps uu are scare i might leave uu ...
Or ish jus i tink too muchh bahx ....
Trust mie k ...
I won't de ....
Don't think too muchh kz ...
Promise mie kz ... =))
Next tym gt ting uu not happie abt aniting ....
Mus tell kz ....
If not ish lyk backkk to last time ....
Tt ish wad i dunn wanna de .....
U wanna c mie happie .....
U mus happie too ... kz ?
Remember when uu nid someone ....
To tok to ...
Jus remember ii am always willing to ...
Don't sadd le ....
Mus b happie kz ....
Wit all the hehe haha .... =))
Must tell mie whenn uu are not happie ...
Cuz i blurr at times ...
Same lyk uu ...
kz .. =) ...
Tink i shall endd todayy de blogg here le lorx ...
Cuz kinda long and getting naggy nehx ...
If uu get to see tis post mus reply worx .. =P
Once againx ...
I am realli sorry abt last nite ...
Big blurr ..
Dui bu qi worx ....
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@ 12:51 PM
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
How is love going to be
LOVE
1) u will have to belive in each other
2) when u saw him/her happy u will also be happy
3) u will try your best to do whatever thing she/he like
4) every time will think of her/he
5) every time worry about how is her now
6) whenever u go u will wish that she/he will beside with u
7) when there is some thing happan u will first think of is will she/he be alright
8) when u go out with her/him u will feel a kind of feeling that make u feel good
9) dun wish to leave her/him
10) when u hear that she is crying/sad u will keep on ask her/he is she/he is alright
11) when she/he is angry with u , u sure keep on ask why and what happan
12) when he/she is sick u will feel like now run to him/her house to find her
13) when u saw him/her with another boy/girl together u will feel a kind of scare
14) when he/she is going aboard and not in singapore u will feel very worry and feel that is the end of your world
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@ 9:59 AM
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I Am Really Sorry~
Hmmx ... seem lyk onli i one person postingg for tis blog niax ...
>.<" ...
Nvm ... when uu free denn rmb post entry bahx ...
Or i typee ... denn uu .... hmmx ... reply or sumtin bahx ....
Well ... i jus wanna sayy a big
Sorry to uu ....
Dui bu qi .... last nitex ... sry for moii de badd attitude ....
Andd thankxx for ur tolerance ....
Realli sryy abt itx ... ii oso dunno wadd wrongg wit mie ...
Hmmx~ didn't mean it de ...
Erhs ..... last nite sms uu beryy few wordss ...
Sorry ...
After afternoon those msg bahx ...
Hadd a really great impact ....
I believe we can make tong hua come true ...
I believe in heaven will ....
Sorry yesterdayy argue wit uu ... ( kindd of lars ? hor ? )
Denn at nitex continue vent anger >.<" ...
Sorry erhs ...
Denn you kip asking mie wat happenn denn i sayy ...
Dunn caree mie and go andd slp ...
I am so badd ... ='( ....
Denn uu calledd ....
Denn i ignore .... >.<"
Sorry lehx ....
Morning msg still okie ... everyting seem fine ....
But denn lata uu more and more slow reply le ...
Or rather ... no reply .. tink uu busyy wit stuff bahx ...
Crazy againx ... =.=" ....
Askk uu go tink thruu shld continue anot ....
Denn uu in turn tell mie sorry ... >.<" .. felt so badd ....
Haix ='( ...
Denn later explain things thruu ... in turn uu tell mie
Thankx ...
Was lyk huh ? ... i crazy ... uu also pei wo yi qi crazy liao meh ? ..
Hahas .. no larz ... ermx .... anywayx ... ii jus wanna sayy .....
Sorry for everyting .... thankx for ur tolerance ....
Sorry tt i vent moii de unhappie on uu .... >.<" ...
Never even angry wit mie cuz of moii de attitude towards uu ...
I am reallyy sorry abt itx .....
Sha bu wei li ... i won't do itx againx ... hope so nahx =P ...
Sorry if i saidd anitin tt hurtt uu de ...
Dunno how mani sorry mus i sayy ... >.<" ....
K lars ....
Endd here le ....
Tong hua hui cheng zhen ... tis ish moii de promise to uu ... =P
Tink of the happie moments we both share ...
Times will past bery fast ....
Andd we wouldd last longg de ....
I believe we cann de ... =)
Mus post a replyy kz?
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-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
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@ 5:56 PM
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
What Destiny Really Ish ?
Saw This In Friendster...
Found It Quite Meaningful...
So Decided To Share With All Of Uu...=P..
BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today
BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares
BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him
BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend
BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now
BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me
BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it
BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it
BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend
BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug
BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried
BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him
at this very minute~~
someone is thinking of you.someone cares about you.someone misses yousomeone wants to hold your hand.someone wants you to be happy.someone wants to hug you.someone will do anything for you.someone needs to know your love is unconditional.someone wants to tell you how much they care.someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.someone wants to hold you in their arms.someone wants to see you.someone wants to be your lover.someone loves you for who you are.someone loves the way you make them feel.someone wants to be with you.someone wants you to know they are there for you.someone is glad that you're their friend.someone is wishing you would notice them.someone wants to get to know you better.someone loves you.
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@ 10:51 AM
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