Tuesday, August 23, 2005
No SoRRy .. =P ... 108 Dayz ...=)
Sorry worrx ....
Todayy still didn't held backk my tears ...
Endd up still cry ...
Hahaz ....
>.<" ....
Cuz i am realli bery sadd abt losing the friendship ...
That i haf actually build ....
Everyting was jus gone littaz ....
Realli bery de ..
Haiz ...
='( ..
Dunno how sayy larz ...
Then dun nid sayy sorry to mie abt past few dayx ....
I am tat easy to cry de ...
Dun worry abt mie ...
I cry out le ...
I will feel betta le ....
U badd nehhz ...
Sayy ur sis big mouth ..
Aiyoyo ...
>.<" ...
Knock ur head arhhz ....
=P ....
Dun nid sayy thankz to mie for respecting ur decision ....
Since ish a decision u make for ur own ....
Denn mus know which ish right and wrong liaoz ...
I can't judge for u ...
I can't sayy tat ...
If u make tis decision ...
Denn brk or wat mahz ...
=P ...
Ish two different thing ....
Lyk the drama on mondayy assembly ...
Everyone has its own individual hobbies ....
I can't say tat ur wayy of life ish wrong ....
Yaz ...
=) ...
Nid not worry muchh abt tat ...
=P .....
About understanding uu ...
Mie will try de ....
=P ....
Thou now kinda mani prob litta ...
Kinda stress myself out liaoz ...
=.=" ..
But still can handle nahhz ...
Hehex ...
=P ....
I won't fight wit them one ....
Kekex ....
Violence can't slove probs yaz ...
=) ...
So mus slowly tok ...
Hope to come to a ending and a conclusion soon lohhz ....
Or else gonna go bang wall liaoz le leixx ....
Cuz of all this then realli not in the mood to do anitin ...
Esp studyy .....
Haiz ='( ...
I noe i did wrong ...
In a way tat ....
I should not playy in the first place ...
Neither did i noe ...
I had suchh a frendd ....
I realli c the wrong person le .....
She sadd i pei her whenever i can ....
Wad i get in return was rumours ish much more impt thanz mie and her friendship ...
Realli heart pain lohhz ....
Haiz ='( ....
Other ppl sayy wad abt her ...
I dun realli believe ...
Onli ban xing ban yi ....
But endd up ....
All the probs still there ....
Mie and her ish lyk still cannot trust each other ...
Suan le suan le ...
Tok abt tis somemore ....
Realli feel more lyk banging the wall le lorz ...
Yupx ....
N level mie will try moii de best de ....
Dun worry ...
Dun worry ....
=P ....
I gonna be alright ...
=P ...
Or else bang wall onli mahhz ...
Hehex ...
=P ....
Mock exam worx ...
Tink for yesterday social studies de paper kinda hard to pass lorrz ...
Cuz i wrote lotsa of rubbish ..
Hahaz ..
=P ....
Agreed to wat u saidd ....
There are always ups and downs in relationship ...
Same goes for life ...
Hahaz ....
=) ....
Mie also bery happy tat i can share all the problems wit u ...
Denn we lyk tok tok abt it ...
Hahaz ...
Thankz worx ...
=) ....
Paiisehh worx ...
Tot u jus nw busy wad ...
Sorry worx ...
Hahaz ...
Nv hear u sayy tat u typing blog mahhz ...
Dui bu qi worx ....
=P ...
Mus tek care worx ...
Love and miss you lotsa ....
Muacks ....
070505
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Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
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Dun worry so muchh abt mie ...
I gonna be alright after all tis ....
Cuz i haf u who ish there to share my probs ...
=) ...
ThankZz .....
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:11 PM
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sorry and thkx hehe
sorry that me nv write blog for so long
and also sorry that this few says make u so worry for me
erm u nv wu li qu nao hehe erm about my gang thing every thing is fine
le haha ai yo yo why fail le haha but i can understand anyone also will feel
sad and worry de nvm as long as u got try hehe thkx for trying , also thkx for helpping
me to keep this from my family and my big mouth sister haha and also respect my decision
erm about understand me more or less nvm de hehe can slowly understand because now you have too much thing to do hehe aiyo yo try not to have war wor because N lever near by only and i hope u will not fight with them wor dun know how is your mock exam haizz but hope u can pass all wor oh ya about relationship really have a lot of up and down haha but is better then last time le hehe nows days we got tell each other about what happan hehe that make me feel very happy because there is someone with me and that is u hehe erm for chatting on phone we some time on silent mode haha but nvm at last we still can talk very long haha i think i end here le haha if not later u said i very busy hor haha
takecare wor
love u and miss u
From: Nanxing ( thkx loving u )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 5:02 PM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
OuR 15tH WeEk ... 106 DaYxx
Ask u to type blog ...
But u nv type ...
Haix ='( ..
Nvm bahhz ....
I noe u nowadays also bery stress ...
Jus tat u are facing everydayy wit a smile ....
I noe i beryy wu li qu nao at times ....
But u tolerated mie .....
Xie xie ....
Although u ownself also face alot of probs ...
And still nid to tolerate all my rubbish ...
I noe all tis make u bery stress ....
Dui bu qi ....
I noe tat ur last time de boss finding u todayy ...
How's everything ....
U okie mahh ? ....
U toldd mie all tis ...
Ask mie dun be sad and dun worry ...
I try to .......
But endd up still fail to ...
Sorry worx ....
I am still worry abt u ....
I noe u make a decision ....
Tat i can nv change ...
So i respect ur decision ....
But i hope u are realli finee ....
I won't tell ur family esp ur sis abt itt de ...
Need not worry kaes ? ...
I noe tat i cannot realli understand ur life etc ...
Or feelings ....
I will try my best to understand more de ...
Kaes ? ....
Tat dayy tell u abt class war ...
Rmb mahhz ? ...
After all tat right ...
They revenge ...
As in irene they all larz ...
Focused test go to class ...
Denn my frendd table gotta step by them ....
=.=" ....
Haiz ....
Tink sure one dayy in the middle of the class ...
Suddenly stand up and fight ...
Lolz ..
=P ....
Dun care le ...
Hehex ..
=) ....
Tml havin mock exam ...
For social studies ...
Then ish after schh de ....
So tml i will 4 plus then reachh home ....
Ermx ...
Denn ermxx ...
On wed oso ...
Cuz havin chinese de mock exam lorrz ...
Yupx ..
Oso 4 plus denn will reach home le ...
Ermx ...
Today 15th week le ...
106 Dayz le worx ...
Fast bahz ...
Hehex ...
Although tis relationship alot of ups and downs ..
But then ...
I can realli sayy ...
Now realli more stable than last time de us le ....
Perhaps ...
Last time de us thou love each other ...
But then in a wrong way bahz ....
So end up ...
We like nv tell each other alot of things horrx ? ....
Then like kip drift away frm each other more and more far ...
But at least now diff le ...
We shared wadever probs or happie stuff wit haff ....
Denn also at least tok on phone le ....
And then tok on phone oso longer than last time le ...
Thou we sometime kip on silent mode de ....
Hehex ...
=P ...
But then still got tok ...
=) ...
At least realli betta than last time de us bahz ...
Tok on phone ...
Lyk nth to tok de ...
End up bery fast denn hang up le ....
Hahaz ...
=P ....
Kz le larz ...
Tink i shall endd here le worx ....
If u got online later ....
Can type a entry mahz .. ? ...
At least let mie noe how are you now le ....
Kz mahz ? ....
Hope tat u are finee ....
Wo ye ai ni .....
Love and miss you lotsa worx ....
Muacks ...
070505
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-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
Worrying about you ....
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:57 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
OuR 100 DaYz ..... OUr 14Th WeeKx
Haix ='( ...
Disappointment once again ...
Haix ='( .....
Chinese !!! .......
Haiz ='( ....
Todayy de eng listening comprehension okie mahhz ? ....
Denn horrz .....
Tis whole of 100 dayz ....
Kip our joy and sorrows .....
Yupz ...
Things tat realli make mie bery happie .....
Things that realli make mie sad and angryy ....
Tink u also bahz .....
But at least .....
We tell wadever stuff we had in our hearts now le ....
Den nv hide things ...
Tat's make our relationship ...
Kinda more stable now le worx ...
Denn ...
If nv brk last time ..
Now alreadi more than a yr le .....
Feb ish yr ...
I mean if nv brk ..
Haiz ='( ...
Dun tok abt it larz ....
Big disappointment for my chinese prelim results .......
Hais ='( ....
Gonna buck up liaoz ...
Or my A1 will fly le .....
Haiz ='( ...
Hope tat everything goes well for u lohhz ....
Slove those probs you haf soon ....
And then concentrate on ur studies le worx ....
Nid animore stuff for math ....
Can ask lorrz ....
Actally got last yr de N level de paper de ...
But dunno throw where liaoz ...
Opps ....
=X ...
I try to find find then ...
=) .....
Mus do well worx .....
Dun be like mie ....
Results getting more and more worst le ....
Haiz ='( ....
Ermz ....
Somehow will endd up in ITE ....
Haiz ='( ....
Hope notz denn ....
Uu also arhh ....
Dun smoke so muchh le ....
Bad for health leizz ....
Haiyo ....
Try to smoke lesser abit lorrz ....
Mus tek care of urself leix ...
K tink i endd here le worz ....
Tek care worz ....
Love and miss you lotsa worx ....
Muacks ...
070505
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Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 8:04 PM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
erm
hehe i that day nv go for the basketball match hehe
because over sleep haha then for the CPA prelim so so i think can pass
erm about my gang de thing i hope my last time boss will forget hehe
because until now i haven call him then if i call i also dun know what to
say haha hope every thing is just what thinking about hehe
any way thkx i will cheer up de then i also nv angry with u hehe so
no need to forgive any thing hehe
erm i dun know what to say le i think i end here le
takecare wor
love u and miss u
From: Nanxing ( not sad le )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 10:24 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
Sorry Too .... 97 DaYzz
Ermx ...
Suan le ....
Tat dayy ...
Jus treat that ii suddenly crazy bahz ...
I also won't angry too long too ...
I not tat petty de person ...
=P ....
Then ...
Good luck for ur basketball match ...
And then CPA prelim ....
How's the exam ? ...
Still okie mahhz ? ...
Dun nid kip on sayy sorry to mie ...
=P ...
But i nid to sayy sorry to uu ...
Sorry for being so harsh in words the other day ...
I noe my words kinda hurtful de ...
Sorry abt tat worx ...
Cuz realli kinda fed up ...
Hahax ....
Sorry sorry ....
=) ....
Forgive mie horrz ? ...
About ur gang ...
Hmmx ....
Since u get out frm there ...
Dun go backk again le okie ? ...
But if u feel tat going backk ...
Will make u feel more happie ...
I respect ur decision ...
But think probably okie ? ...
=) ....
Dun make urself sad sad de okie ? ...
Mus cheer up worx ....
Everythings has its solution de ....
Wadever descision u make ....
Make sure u dun regret ....
And i will respect ur descision ....
And i noe ...
I won't understand muchh of ur feelings ...
Cuz i haf nv experience how u are feeling ...
But all i can sayy ish ...
Cheer up ....
Dun sad sadd ...
Okie ? ...
Then as for this few days u won't be online ...
Suan le ...
Nvm nahhz ...
Forget it ....
Slove wadever u nid to ....
Denn we haf a gd chat lorrz ...
Yupz ...
=) ....
Mie angry always for a while onli nahhz ...
Dun sayy till i so petty mahhz ...
=P ...
Kekex ...
I forgive uu le larzz ...
Dun sad le horrz ? ...
Dun haizz and haizz oso ...
=P ....
Then today gotta backk my social studies prelim result ...
Guess wad ...
I pass ...
Hehex ...
So happie ...
=P ...
But then onli jus pass niahz ....
But betta than last time always fail de ...
Hehex ...
=) ....
U mus tek care of uself oso worz ....
Early slp ...
Dun haiz and haiz ....
=P ...
Dun nid to sayy so mani de sorry to mie oso de worx ...
Thou tat dayy really fed up le ...
Kekex ...
But then everyting will be jus fine ...
I won't angry tat long de oso ...
=P ...
Then think sat and sun ...
Probably won't be at home ....
Cuz sat nid to go Yeo's building to pray ...
Denn later sun nid go bugis wit moii de frendd i tink ...
So if u happens to online ...
Denn sayy hi to mie ...
But i nv reply horrz ...
Means tat i am not at home or away frm com lorrz ...
=P ....
Think i endd here for todayy le too ....
Kinda long entry ....
Later u read till slp le ...
=P ...
Tek care worx .....
Love and miss youz lotsa ....
Muacks ....
070505
-=- .O.u.R. .n.E.v.E.r. .E.n.D.i.N.g. .S.t.O.r.Y. -=-
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 11:00 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
haizz
erm sorry me keep on saying that no free when u ask me wan to go
out anot because i this few days will be a busy day tml morning need to go out for
a basketball match with other pp then this few days need to train then erm tml still
need to stay back to take CPA de prelim then erm sorry to make u so angry about
me nv go out with u sorry i know sorry can't stop any thing or making u happy
but i still have to say sorry erm about this few days erm got happan a big big big
problem but i haven tell u the problem is now days my last time de boss want to find me
to ask me go back under his hand but i dun know what to do this time then i have to think
of many idea what to do this time i really can't get a idea but dun worry i would't cut my
hand to solve this problem i will have to slowly think what i can de haizzz sad sad dun know
how to do and what to do haizzz hope u can understand sorry about this haizzz
and also sorry that this few days nv online chat with u because i outside still got thing
need to solve and also this few days may be walking around to find some thing( someone )
because i friend need to have pp under his hand then i am his brothers i will help him find
so nv online and also i wish to walk walk at outside to cool myself down to think of what idea
i have and also how to do haizzzz i think today day say alot of sorry but i can understand that
if u nv forgive me de haizzz but hope u understand i know u also very stress of school work
but dun worry about me i will be alright de i have keep ^_^ de then i also will find time
to chat with u hope u can understand sorry that i can not accompany u when u need me because
now days i find out that when i chat with u end up both of us was so like only watching the com
but dun know what to say then end up both of us talking all about is school thing haizzz but dun
worry i will try to find something to say de but i need to solve my boss there de probelm haizz this few days many many gangest thing happan then need to do haizzz sorry erm i think i end here le
takecare wor
love u and miss u lots
From: Nanxing ( sorry but i got very blurr le haizz )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 11:31 PM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
OuR 13th WeeK~! ... 91 DaysS
Ermx ...
Thankx for telling mie anywayy ....
I haf no right or no sayy aniwayy ...
Ermz ....
As for meals all tat .
Try bahz ....
=P ....
Anyway ...
Nxt week long holidayy ....
Enjoy too thenn ....
Ermx .....
91 Dayz liaoz ....
Tml 3 months liaoz ....
Time flies indeed .......
N level coming ....
Den not long ...
Results will be out le ...
Where i will endd up in ...
I noe it myself .....
Anyway tis schh ....
Haiz ='( ...
Argz ....
Dunno le larrz ...
Jus hope tat ...
I can make it ....
Maybe ...
Perhaps ....
Perhaps ....
Haiz ....
Jus dun wish to tink abt it le larz ...
Sianx ...
This whole 3 months ...
Dunno wan to sayy gd or bad ...
Cuz it involve all of tis feelings i should sayy ....
Got sad de ...
Got happie de ....
Yupz ....
Anyway ..
Yupz ...
I mei you quan li ...
To tell you who you shld befriend wit ...
I dunno wat to type le oso liaoz ....
Jus wanna say tat ....
If u feel tat he/she should be the right frend ...
Denn go on then ....
My words in this blog ...
I tink not lyk mie todayy ....
U can simply ignore it u wan ...
End here le ...
Love and miss youz ....
Muacks ...
070505
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Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
HAIZ
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 8:38 PM
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me is diff le
hehe now me diff le i can understand le not like last time like that
because i think i also must give u freedom de i should not say that if
u chat with him or what also can not then i think u also would like it de
me today also got something want to tell u erm today after school me at
canteen saw carman then she ask me to go out her class then give me
birthday thing then she say she now give me because she dun want to
keep the thing first then after that then i go home le then afternoon she
call then chatting only then i hang up then go out le then now then reach
home erm dun worry about your prelim hehe i got hope on u that u will
pass de hehe no need worry wor then very happy is this few day hoilday
haha must go have fun wor dun give yourself too must stress then me
tml think nv online le because morning going clivc diff then afternoon go
temple then at night going to clic diff dinner then erm think i will be very
late then reach home haizz erm got one last thing i want to say is hehe must
eat wor dun tell me try haizz but i think try better then nv try haha but u really
must go try wor dun say say only wor k i think i end here le haha
love u and miss u
takecare wor
From: Nanxing ( must takecare wor )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 2:07 AM
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=P ... OuR 90 DaYz
Hmmx ...
Dun nid sayy thankz lohhz ...
Hmmx ....
Tink is always betta to let uu noe ...
Than last time litta ...
Then make u anihow tink mahhz ....
Yupz ...
Erhx ...
My prelim arhhz ...
Hard i should sayy ....
Haiz ='( ...
Thou todayy hand in the folio to mr tan le ...
But then he still want mie to go backk and touch up on my folio ...
Dotz ....
Haiz ='( ..
Sianx ....
U nowadays always so late reachh home worx ? ...
3 Am in the morning still type blogg ...
Try to go home early norrz ...
Later not enuff rest ....
Kz ? ....
Ermx ...
As for meals all tat .......
Ermx ...
Try ....
=P ....
Ic ...
Mondayy arhhz ...
Tink sure boring de lorr ....
*Yawn* ....
But nxt week bery gd leiz ...
Tue and wed both holidayy worx ...
Gd horrz ....
Denn also can slp more ...
Yupz ...
=P ...
Ermx ....
Sundayy 3 months liaox .....
Times realli flies worx ....
Yupz ...
Tml ish ourrx 13 weekx le ....
Hahaz ...
Sianx ....
Waitedd online till now ...
But it seem lyk u not going online le bahz ? ...
Sms uu oso no reply frm uu ....
Hmmx ...
Guess i shall endd here le lorrz ...
If u online later on ...
Denn u type bahz ...
Kinda tiredd oso le ....
Good nite ....
Love and miss you worrz ....
Muacks ...
070505
-=- .O.u.R. .n.E.v.E.r. .E.n.D.i.N.g. .S.t.O.r.Y. -=-
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
A sense of loneliness
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 12:00 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
thkx
thkx for telling me that hehe
erm next time can no need to tell me that de hehe
i understand now hehe not like last time every time get angry haha
erm my folio finish le and my prelim so so haha
erm i will drink more water de but u also must remember to drink
more water wor and also eat your lunch and dinner hehe
erm next monday de badminton i think i nv play le
because no teacher is free haizz too bad
haha me dun know what to write le haha
i think i end here le
takecare wor
love u and miss u
From: Nanxing ( sleepy le haha )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 3:20 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
87 dAyz ... HaIz ='(
Ermx ...
Dun nid sayy sorryz ....
Aniwayy i xi guan alreadii also liaozz ...
Like every starting of the week ...
Like no online littaz ....
Forget it le larzz ....
Denn horrx ...
Jus nw on the wayy homee ...
Sorryx ...
Cuz i not realli in good mood nahhz ...
So ....
Yaz ...
Sorry abt itz ....
Then everyting in big mess ...
*Yawn* ...
Prelim is on thurs ....
Denn plus mr tan rushing us for the stupidd folioz ...
Arhz ...
Denn do liaox ...
Tell mie do wrongz ....
Dotzz ...
Denn nid redo ....
Haiz ='( ...
He gd larz ...
Everyting dun sayy earlier ...
Denn now redo tis and tat ...
Arhh ...
Haiz ='( ...
Denn plus ...
Prelim if fail ....
Tat's the endd liaox ....
Especially social studiess ...
Sure die de le ....
Dotzz ...
Cuz principal sure will ask us to stay backk ...
Every single dayy after schh de lorr ...
As frm mani teacher tell our class de larrz ....
So ....
Haiz ='( ...
Think ....
Gonna be dead liaoz ...
Cuz i sure gotta stay back for social studies de lorr ...
Plus sumore haven even start studying yet ...
Wakakakaz ....
*Pengx* .....
All thanks to the folio lorr ...
Zzzz ....
Denn ermxx ....
I tink i also nid to endd here le ...
Cuz wanna go and do the cover page ...
Content page ....
Ideas generation ...
Waz ...
Yupz ...
Kz ...
All the best to uu for ur prelim also worrx ...
Mus get gd grades kz ? ...
Mus tek gd care of urself too horrx ...
Tek carez ....
Love and miss youz ...
Muackzz ....
070505
-=- .O.u.R. .n.E.v.E.r. .E.n.D.i.N.g. .S.t.O.r.Y. -=-
Posted By:
-=- .SoO.yAh. -=-
>.<
Stress out liaoz ... *Yawn* ....
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 6:08 PM
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Monday, August 01, 2005
sorry wor
sorry wor this few days nv online because com hang hang and lag lag de haizz
then nv accompany u or can say is nv chat with u hope u can understand
aiyo no need say sorry to me de not because of the pic then my com hang
all the way my com is like that de haha but the pic really very nice le hehe
i like it alot hehe if not y i need to go try to change my DP hehe
this few day i am fine hehe thkx for asking hehe but sorry that nv online chat with u
sorry wor erm perlim coming hehe i will jieyou de but u also must jieyou wor hehe
wish u all the best for your perlim and also N lever hehe i think i end here le hehe
miss u and love u
takecare wor
From: Nanxing ( sorry that nv accompany u )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 10:52 PM
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