Saturday, February 25, 2006
OuR 42Th wEek ... 294 DayX...
Oh well ..
Tis whole week worx ...
Ermx ...
Let mie tink ahhx ...
Orightz ...
Monday didn't get to meet ...
U come fetch mie ...
But then endd up i dunno ..
Or rather nort sure u coming mah ...
So i went home first le lohh ..
Yup yup ...
Denn ermxx ..
As for tue leiix ...
I went for the service learning stuff ...
Denn we spent a bit of time together lohh ..
Denn can sayy tis whole week ...
Kip toking abt brk up brk and brk up lohh ..
Haiz ...
='( ...
Denn fri u ask mie to brk wit u ..
Cuz u feel tat i nort happie at all ...
Denn sat leiix ...
U sayy u wanna brk up ...
Cuz u join back gang ler ...
Haix ='( ..
Laogong ...
I noe tat ...
I realli hurts u lotsa tis whole week ...
Perhaps i can nv find another gd laogong like u animore le lohh ..
We actually gif in to mie ...
Lyk i do things wrong u also nv scold mie ..
Denn u endd up at there comfort mie and gif me scold ....
I noe ish my fault to scold u .......
Whenever i am nort happie then i shout at u ...
But then u always still smile at mie ..
Telling mie nort to stress so muchh ....
I also noe tat ..
I somehow nort fit to deserve such a gd laogong lyk u .....
I also noe tat frm start until now ...
I haf nv sayy ani sweet stuff to u .....
Not even calling u laogong or dear in person at all .....
Nort lyk other couple ....
Haix ...
='( ...
Laogong ...
I am real sorry abt all tis ....
U cause of mie do so mani stuff .......
Jus to make mie happiie ...
Jus to make mie put on a smile on moii de face ...
U noe mahx .....
When we quarrel ......
My heartache too ....
I haf been lykk .......
Crying whole of tis week ..
I dun wan bluff u abt tis ttoo ..
And i noe u noe the best ....
How mani times i actually cry tis week lohh .
Rmb tat i told u tat ....
My depression coming back ?? .......
Nw i tink ish realli backk ??? ...
Haiz ='( ..
I also dunno leiix ....
Ish lyk small small stuff oso can make mie cry nowadays leiix .......
Then on sat hear u sayy wanna brk ...
Realli hurts mie lotsa lotsa ...
Haix ...
='( ...
Laogong ......
I triedd my best nort to gif tis relationship an ending ...
Cuz ...
In my heart ......
I noe the best ....
U are the one who treats mie the best ler ....
Tolerate mie ...
Love mie ...
Yet i hurts u so damn lotsa ..
Haix ...
='( ....
Sometimes realli c u so stress tat u cuz of mie .....
U actually brk dwn and cry ?? ..
In ur heart cry i mean ....
Dun tink i dunno ..
Laogong ..
Thou i am nort u .....
But i noe u gt ur feelings too ..
Always pretending tat nth litta ..
But then i noe u care for mie the most ler ....
Always there to support mie ....
Thou ish my fault .....
U always bery forgiving de forgive ler mie ....
I am realli guilty abt it ...
Y didn't i cherish u .. ??
Y didn't i noe ur feelings earlier ...
I realli hate myself alot alot lohh .......
Everytime ....
Thou ppl might c in tis relationshipp ..
I seem to be the one whu get hurts de most ....
But now then i realise ...
The one who get all those hurts lotsa ...
Ish nort mie ...
But ish my dearest laogong ...
Sorry laogong ....
For everyting i did tat makes u so sadd ..........
I promise u .......
I be better ...
I try my best to change ......
Change to become in ur heart de perfect gal ....
U might sayyy nw u already feel tat i am ur 100% ler ..
But i am nort loh ..
Laogong ...
For u ...
I will try my best ..
Perhaps i might nort succeed ...
But let mie haf the chance to tryy ....
Laogong ...
Wo zhen de zhen de hao ai ni ..
Promise mie ...
Dun leave mie alone againz hao mah ?? ...
U shld noe how much i cherish tis relationshipp ...
In my heart ...
Deeply .....
U are the only one for mie .....
Whu can be wit mie ....
Comforting mie and tolerating my rubbish ....
I realli appreciate it .......
And nw ...
I will cherish u and tis relationship even more de worxx ......
Laogong ......
Love and miss u lotsa worx ...
Muackx ...
070505
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Forever ~~
I promise ....
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Saturday, February 18, 2006
OuR 41Th WeEk...287DaYxx ....
Well well ..
Tis week ..
Got sad de ...
Got quarrel ...
Got ...
Lotsa larrz ...
Hump** ...
Haix ='( ...
Tis week ...
Face my mum ...
Haix ...
Make u lyk no mood ..
So sorry ..
Then today leix ...
Cuz of phone stuff ...
Quarrel wit u againz ...
Even shouted at u ...
Haiz ...
='( ..
Sorry ....
Sometimes i was realli tinking tat ...
Will u be like more happier if u leave mie ...
Cuz i lyk make u bery stress litta ...
Everytime also u gif in to mie de lohh ...
I bery de happie ...
Then when i was lyk tinking of this question ..
I later dun dare to tink ler ..
Cuz i realli love u ...
Can't bear to leave u too ...
Haiz ...
='( ..
Hope u are too lohh ..
I noe ...
U sure tinking tat if u leave mie ler ..
Denn abt my family stuff will be slove ler ...
Laogong .....
Listen to mie once can ? ..
Plz dun litta tink lohh ...
Got prob ..
We mus slove it together ..
And nt let the probs pile up lohh ...
Yupx ..
And laogong ..
I realli love ya lotsa ...
Then u tis week c my mum ...
I noe tat all those nagging ...
U realli dun lyk it ....
I dun lyk it too yax ...
I jus bearing wit it niahh ...
Cuz yeah! ..
We are young ...
My mum ..
My parents ...
Cares alot abt mie ..
I can't simply jus ignore them lohh ...
U understand mah ..
Jus lyk ..
I can't simply leave u alone too ..
Whenever u say u wanna cut ...
Wanna knock wall .....
Know how i feel mahs ? ...
I feel tat i am jus simply useless girlfrend of urs lohh ......
Did so mani tings to hurt her own laogong ...
Denn dun even noe how to comfort his laogong ...
I jus wanna shout sayy laogong duh! ...
But wad came out frm mie was ...
Anger words lohh ...
Wan cut go cut larrz ......
Actually i didn't mean it ....
Haix ...
='( ...
I jus hate the way i am .........
Hate myself ...
Sobx ...
='( ...
Perhaps i can nv b a perfect gal .......
A perfect lover ....
A perfect girlfriend ...
When u sayy tat limit to call on sat and sun onli ...
I was lyk .......
Haix ...
='( ..
Sobx ...
I realli at there cry ....
Cuz ish lyk ...
We can't even go out ler ......
Then ways to tok abt everyday ting ish thru phone ...
And msn ...
Or even tis blog ...
But msn and blog .....
U can promise tat u gonna type and reply mie everyday mahx ? ...
Ermx ...
Haix ...
='( ..
I realli bery de blurr leixx ...
='( ...
Blah~ ..
I dun wish to quarrel wit u ...
But then endd up always lyk quarrel wit u de nehh ...
Laogong ...
Hmmx ...
I noe u bery worry abt my studies ...
I noe personally too ...
I am equal worry abt my studies too lohh ..
I noe my studies no gdd ..
Denn gonna affect tis relationship ler ...
I realli put in hard work ler ...
However ..
I did not get the result i wantedd ...
Ish lyk ..
Disappointedd loh ...
Haix ...
='( ..
Sometimes ish lyk ...
I dun wanna go distrub u or wat de ..
Cuz i noe tat u got ur things to do too lohh ...
Denn kip on lyk distrub u oso no gd mahh ...
RIghtz ? ...
Haix ...
='( ...
But realli missess uu .....
Then endd up still call uu and chat ...
Realli wondering lohh ...
I tink u oso find mie fan bahs ? ...
THen now wanna limit to onli sat and sun to chat niahh ..
Haiz ='( ..
i dun tink i can concentrate oso .....
Cuz i will look forward to sat and sun jus to chat wit u mah ..
Then march start ......
I getting busy ler ...
Sunday still nid to go for english lesson to brush up my eng lohh ..
Haix ...
='( ...
Sianx ...
Quite late ler ..
Tink i shall endd today de blog here le worx ...
So ...
Laogong ..
U tek care worx ...
Love and miss u lotsa worx ...
Wait for ur call later ..
Tink abit abt my feeling can ? ...
One call a dayy ?? ...
Okie mahs ? ...
070505
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Laopo misses her laogong lotsa ...
Feeling bery sadd too ...
Sobx ....
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@ 10:34 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
OuR 40Th weeKx ... 280 DayS .. vAleNtInE dAy cELebRatIon
Hmx ..
Fast leix ...
Past one week againz ler ...
Sobx ...
Times flies siahz ...
Oh manx! ..
Denn ermx ...
Today we went out together ...
At first still okie okie de ...
But then after i gif u c that sms ...
U start to nort happie ler ...
When u c u treat as thou nth happen litta ...
But then laogong ...
I can feel de lohh ....
Is lyk u suddenly walk alone ...
Haiz ='( ...
Denn kip on smoke ...
I ask u why ...
U oso dun wan tell mie ...
But in my heart i noe tat u are nt well at all lohh ...
I noe ish cuz of tat msg ...
U pretend as thou nth happen ...
But i can feel de worx ...
Haiz ...
='( ...
Laogong ..
Hope u noe tat ..
I show u the msg nort ani bad intention loh ..
U told mie nort to hide anitin frm u ..
So i show u ..
I delete tat sms away ler ..
I also nv reply him oso ...
Cuz i tell him i got laogong ler ...
Yeah! ..
Sorry sorry ...
Make u so unhappie today ..
Till u finally ask mie tis question ...
Who ish alen ....
I noe wad u thinking ler ....
Sorryy ....
He ish jus a online frend of mine niah ...
Nvm ..
Let's tok abt some gd and happie tings tat happen today de kaes ...
=P ...
Today go tek neoprint ...
Hahaz ...
Haf lotsa of fun together ...
Thouu some part i criedd ...
Hais ..
='( ...
Jus feel so sadd ...
U noe y when lyk got ppl ask mie stead or wat i dun lyk tell u mahs ? ..
I noe how u feel lohh ....
I wanna be frank to u ...
But i can't ...
Cuz i noe tat gonna make u sad or wat de lohh ...
So i did rather tat i slove the whole ting myself than to make u tink here and there de ..
Today let u c tat msg ...
I realli scare lohh ......
I at first tink ...
Why dun i delete tat msg then pretending tat nth happen ..
I can't ...
End up i took the risk to show u ...
After tat c u so unhappie ..
Denn i regret ler ...
Haiz ='( ..
So sorry laogong ....
Make u so sadd ...
Haix ...
='( ...
I cry cuz i realli scare tat i will lose uu ..
Haix ...
='( ..
End up nort mie the one who ish doing the comforting ..
But ish u whu do the comforting ...
Laogong ...
Thankx a lott ....
Aiya ...
Dunno wat to say le leix ...
Today go ur hse ...
Wahs ...
Snoopy so big siahz ...
Diaox ...
Denn saw ur mum ....
Ahhz ..
Paiisehh ...
Lolx ...
=P ...
Denn ermx ...
Okie nahs ...
I tink i shall endd here le worx ...
Laogong ..
Love and miss u lotsa worx ...
Muackx ...
070505
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HaPpiE vAlEnTiNe DaYz 2006 ..
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
OuR 9Th montHs ~// 276 DayS...
Yeahz~ ...
Here comes the 9th month tat we together ler worx ...
Tis day ...
Gort its two special meaning to it de worx ...
But then dunno if u still rmb mahs ...
On tis day ...
Feb 7 ...
We started to stead ....
The bery first time we stead ....
Yeahx ...
=) ...
Rmb last yr ...
U gave mie the friendship forever thingy mahs ? ...
Denn still rmb that tis day u went to malaysia ...
Knowing at that point of time ...
We can nv be together ...
Miracle happenn ....
The god brought us together once againz ....
But ...
Wit lotsa of challenges to challenges us ...
Lotsa of hardwork and determination to work on ...
Perhaps all we can do ish to ........
Shun frm each other ...
Probably prob would gone ler ....
However ...
We stay on and work hard together ...
Thenn till todayy ........
9Th months ler ...
Thou ....
I noe personnally tt our relationship ish actually more than tis 9th months ...
But doesn't matter ...
All i wanna ish ...
The time we actually spent together lohh ..
Happie moments esp ...
I would nv forget the times tat we went to marine city park ...
And was lost inside ....
Went to walk walk ....
Denn spend the time together ...
Thou ish bery de shortzz ....
But i realli treasure it alotx ...
Realli bery happie moments and precious moments that i would nv forget ...
Then we also took quite mani de neoprints ....
Hahaz ...
Recalling backk ...
All this brought mie backk to the times tt we are jus side by side ...
Holding tight onto each other hand ...
And continue walking .....
Probs happenn ......
We face it .....
Go through it ....
We made it till todayy ...
Nort easyy ler ....
Cuz ....
The times ..
The effort ....
The hardworkx ...
Can't be seen ...
But can be feel in our own heart ...
How muchh tears haf been shedd ....
How muchh time we wastedd last time ...
How much we treasure when we are together ....
Thou ish jus a merely 15 mins ...
We treasure it ...
As long as we feel worth it ......
Laogong ........
U were asking mie ...
Wad i appreciate in u .....
I can answer u now ..
I appreciate ur care and concern ...
And then love u had for mie .....
Kiping it in moii de heart ...
Forever and ever ........
We managed to walk till here le ....
Hope we continue ......
Let's celebrate ...
1 Yearx ...
2 Yearx ....
And so on ....
Hehex ...
=P ...
Let's ...
JIAYOU~~!!!!!
Hehex ..
Tat's all for tis 9th months blog ler ...
So ...
Laogong ...
Love and miss u lotsa worx ...
Muackx ..
070505
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Our precious 9th months ....
Muackiexx ...
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@ 6:28 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
hmmm
hmmm not sure what to start with because long time nv type le
can say this few day many many thing happean le blah and almost break up
because of that haha dun really remember when the problem happean haha
i think is first month of this yr 2006 blah hehe around there la erm at first is we were
chatting on the phone until haft way then her mum nag at
her then ask her to hang up the phone then she dun want to then no chose la i have to hang then very sorry for that
because her mum scolding her then i only can do nth but
to think how she is now then only
can wait until she call then suddenly my house phone ring then i thuoght is her so i pick up
the phone then found that it was her mum omg then blurr liao
then her mum was like very angry then ask me to stop calling her all this then i no chose if not i scare later she get scolding
mah then i say ok then i ask her mum all u want me to do de is break with her right then i
promiss her then her mum hang le then after awhile she call le then
she ask me what happean then i told her that we should break then we can't be togather then we r both diff world de pp
blah then she say no no then she tell me not to give up but because i aready promiss her mum
so i can not break promiss so more from last time until now me nv keep a promiss before
so i think this time i should keep promiss so i still say i want
to brea then keep on say break
until i think if i keep on say that she will not say ok de so i hang the phone then i was really
very sad also then go cut myself then hope to stop myself from thinking all this thing
then suddenly fell a sleep then sleep until tml morning then go school le then sad sad when school my friend they all saw my face also blurr because they nv saw me
so unhapy before then i almost cry in the train while going to school then also hear the jay zhou song yu qu then was like a love that dead like that and no
good resn for myself then i was so blurr until i dun know what i should do and what i am all that was like i have a body but inside is nth at all really very blurr all i have in my mind is what her mum say then when i reach school le
then end of first lesson she sms me say i aready talk to my mum
le then she allow us to be togather but i must change to good and also can not smoke but i know this very hard de so i nv say so must about that then i faster go let my friend de HP call back then say
we no need break le huh then she say ya then i also have happy and sad hehe happy is we can be toagther but sad is i must change good
then i know is very hard de but i also dun know i can change anot then i just try to say dun want to patch back because i know i can't change then she very
disappointed with me but then she still want to patch then i say ok
then after so many thing happean le then we still be toagther is because
she try very heard thkx lao po u have try very hard your hard work is not wasted hehe
i think i end here le i dun know what to write le because i dun wish to recall more sad de thing le
love u and miss u
takecare wor
From: Nanxing ( dun wish to recall back )
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 7:54 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
OuR 39tH WeeK ... 273 DayS...
I remembered i type ler tis week de entry ..
But it seem to be missing de neh ...
Nvm lohh ..
Let mie type againz lohh ...
Tis week ...
Actually horr ...
Ermx ..
Onli spent a day together niahs ? ...
Dui mahS ?
Which ish on tues lohh ...
Denn go staircase and sit sit ...
Denn tok tok ...
Denn actually tat day call u out alot of tings wanna tell u de ..
But then dun seem to say it out ...
Haix ...
='( ..
Nvm ...
Perhaps ...
We jus dun wanna waste the time on quarrel lohh ..
Yupx ...
Denn rightz ...
Ermx ...
Lotsa of things to say abt tis week larrz ...
Tat day can't pei u ...
So sorry ...
Can't go ur hse ...
Celebrate chinese new yr together de nehx ...
All i can do ish at home teking the phone and listen to ur voice niah ...
Ke lian lohh ...
Haix ...
='( ...
Make u feel so lonely ...
Sobx ...
I oso dun wanna litta de nehhx ...
Haix ...
='( ...
Bery dui bu qi lei laogong ...
Haiz ='( ...
Well ..
Well ...
Spent the week without each other de company ...
Haiz ...
='( ..
Nvm ...
Suan le bahs ..
Yup ..
Think i shall endd tis week de blog here le worx ...
So ...
Laogong u tek care worx ...
Love and miss u lotsa worx ..
Muackx ...
070505
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Laopo loving laogong lotsa ...
* i wann u tuhh holdd mahh handd -
@ 6:14 PM
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